⑮ switch stance (・・・・・・・） SK8-60

I'm having a hard time with my switch stance (on the other side). I don't feel more comfortable than I thought even though I'm just skating with my switch stance. My skateboard moves  with my switch stance awkwardly.  In the back of my mind, I had the naive idea that if I got used to the switch stance, I would be able to skateboard with my switch stance like I used to. My pale thoughts were completely rejected. I guess the muscles that I used in my switch stance in my 50s are gone. My switch stance skateboard seems to have been initialized because I haven't skated in switch stance for about 5 years. The skateboard in my 60s are continuing in the eternal battle against age that will spell the end of skateboard tricks even tomorrow. So I'm obsessed with improving my skateboarding.I'm starting to do regular skateboard tricks from now, so I don't need in a rush to switch stance. it's enough for me to relax and enjoy my switch stance while gradually regaining my ability to slide. But I can't help but want to improve my switch stance quickly.

I put too much pressure on myself to get back to the skateboarding with a switch stance of my 50's as quickly as possible. I get too exciting when I start doing it. I find it difficult to control my emotions. I think good that I'm also writing like this.  It's hard to put into words what I'm doing, so it's an opportunity to look at the situation objectively and with a calm eye. However, even once I become calm and objective, it is difficult for me to act as written. The frustration and emotional frustration of not being able to improve will probably continue for some time.          

　　　　　　　・・・・・I need to take a deep breath！

(・・・End  of  Episode  １５・・・・・・・・・・・・to  be  continued・・・・・・）