㊽episode Deadlock SK8-60

I've been continue practice without progress. I am afraid there is a risk of regressing. I'm confused by unexpected developments, such as suddenly becoming scared in the middle of practice with Front 180 last time. I'm not always fear, so I'm working on being able to easily turn Front 180 degrees up to 90 degrees. 

I've been practicing the switch Ollie with the opposite stance, which is scary from the start., so I'm just practicing until I get used to it. However, I don't have the same passionate attachment to switch Ollie that I do to regular stance Ollie. Since I've already experienced regular stance Ollie, I don't feel the excitement of the new experience, so I practice them sometimes and sometimes not. I have to concentrate on doing a switch Ollie because I am in a switch stance after Front 180. But, the truth is, I feel reluctant.

I don't know if I'm more easily scared than most people, if skateboarding tricks are scary originally, or if my fears are only increasing as I get older, but II think I didn't fear in the practicing Kick-flip that I feel fear like in Front 180 and switch Ollie. Maybe the feel of each skateboard trick is different. Maybe it's because the skateboard tricks I'm practicing at the moment are so scary that I feel very sensitive about them. I think it's also necessary to think about how to deal with the fear in each skateboard trick.

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